About Me
- Name: Sagepaper
- Location: United States
An only child and service-brat, I was born in Panama. We lived on Indian Reservations when I was two to four-and-a-half -- crucial years for social development. Culturally, I am a mixed-up White Eyes from Mescalero. I began college at fifteen, enjoying a luxurious seven years of rigorous liberal arts education. Since graduating with a B.A. in Psychology, I have avidly read non-fiction, adding enormously to my formal education. Disabled by Tourette's Syndrome and other conditions, I live in Atlanta's suburbia. My father and husband are both physicians, and share a consulting business. (I am very proud of what they do, but I mention their occupations because people cannot seem to move to another small-talk topic if I simply say I am disabled. They must be told an occupation, and will start asking about family members to get one.)
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Hope for My Chronic Pain
On the other hand, however, it is broken. Chronic pain and depression interact in a vicious cycle. I need help with my pain. I don't relish the idea of narcotics. I get a nasty side-effect from anything containing codeine: I itch like crazy-mad all over, and nothing helps. It's not an allergy, as I thought. It's just a side-effect. It's bad enough, though, that I have to be plenty desperate to kill the pain to take on the itching.
Then, there is a problematic interaction with narcotics and depression. Narcotics exacerbate depression. So, if I could substitute this new anti-depressant for stuff I'm already taking, I might get a relief from my chronic pain, fully disrupting the vicious cycle!
However, trying to use the new stuff would disrupt my entire meds balance. I don't look forward to that. I like it when everything is working smoothly. I recently went up on two medications, and it was like finding a missing piece. I'm in good shape again, psychiatrically. There is an interaction between a sleep-aid I'm taking and a muscle relaxant I take: it makes me sleep too much. I am going to try a different muscle relaxant. I'd love to fix my back once and for all; unfortunately, it's not that type of problem.